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Life is only what you wonder.

Tuesday, April 30, 2002


OK--Another setback.
But, I am undaunted. My head bloody, but unbowed, I will persevere.

But it's not as easy as it seems! I still love my husband.

And that's the way I still think of him. I have to force myself to say 'Ex'.

Ex! Ex! Ex! Ex!

It's probably because we're still sleeping together and going out.
We went out last night to shoot pool as a matter of fact. He still says 'I love you' to me which hurts, 'cause I love him too.

It's like pulling off a bandage slowly. 'Cause he's got the new guy, right?
He tells him he loves him too!


I'm not gonna be myself until I get out.
I'm just a big ol' mess right now.