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Life is only what you wonder.

Friday, May 03, 2002

If I Could Say These Words Faster Than You Could Think Them

Well, I found a great apartment on St. Paul street. It's cute. It has a skylight and a big claw-footed bathtub. I'm putting the deposit on it Monday.
The problem is I don't want to go!!!!

I still love my husband. I don't want to move out. I was packing my stuff in boxes with tears streaming down my face! He said he still loves me too and I know that he does.
He has feelings for his boyfriend also.
I asked him what was he gonna do--y'now can we work this out? Do you still want me to move out?
I really really really wanted him to say for me to stay and we could work through this, but instead his response was "I don't know. I don't know what to do."
So, the only option I'm left with is . . . to continue to do what I was doing already and that's to move out.
I gotta do it.

I've got alot on my plate right now, and lots to do.
I'll blog again real soon.